Diary Of A Furry, Little Problem 🐾

Title: Loneliness
Author: cha-han
Pairing: RyoPin
Rating: safe.. I think o.o
Word Count: ~1200
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I don't own the boys ú__u
Warning: First english fanfic and really short D:

Summary: Jin feels lonely, but then he's proved with the opposite.

notes: thanks to <lj user="mievancha"> for beta reading ♥
and also sorry for not using lj-cut.. but I tried it out many times and it just won't work for me D:
 

Loneliness

In the middle of the night, Jin finally came back from work. All lights were turned off, which showed him, that his two lovers must already sleep. “Ma~ah. No surprise, it's almost morning.” With a deep sigh, the A of KAT-TUN turned the light on when he entered the apartment and took off his shoes. While he tried to get to their bedroom without making any sound, he slowly took off all his clothes, except his shorts, and left them, dropped on the floor.

The door to their Bedroom was halfway open. Jin entered silently. Through the light from the corridor he could see the two short-haired men lying on their extra-large bed. His heart pounded. When he looked at them, he could feel the love he felt for his bestfriends for so long. “I love you.” Although they couldn't hear him, he said it everytime when he came home eventhough the two men were sleeping peacefully. Unfortunately the last three weeks it was always like that. He came home late at night and his personal NEWS-Members had to leave early. They barely saw eachother, but Jin needed this time so badly. Ryo and Pi could see, feel and kiss eachother everyday. At home, at work and everywhere, but he... Jin himself, he couldn't. It wasn't like that he felt jealous or something like that. No. He really felt happy for them, because he loved them and it made him happy to see their lucky faces, but what he felt was more like... loneliness. Yeah, if someone would ask him how he felt, he would probably say that. Loneliness. And this feeling slowly grew bigger and bigger. So much that it hurt him.

As Jin realized that he just stood there in front of the bed for almost ten minutes now, only thinking about stupid things he couldn't solve anyway, he shook his head weary and turned off the light in the corridor. He felt the tiredness coming over him as he walked over to the bed. Yamapi and Ryo were lying close-packed, but Jin still cuddled between them. He needed both of them now. One was not enough; he loved his Pi and his Ryo-chan.

It was six o'clock in the morning when the alarm clock went off. Yamapi groaned quietly as he reached for the button of the small apparatus. “Ryo-chan, wake up~ we have to -” “Shhh.” Ryo's husky voice cut his Lover off and when Pi turned around he saw the reason why. The Osakan was lying on his side, held up by his forearm, and looking at the person between them. “He didn't even move when the alarm ringed. I wonder when he came home.”
After watching their beloved Jinjin for a while, Yamapi leaned over Jin's body with a soft smile to give his other boyfriend a sweet morning kiss. “We should let him sleep then.” He whispered against Ryo's lips before he deepened their kiss and slid with his tongue into the other's mouth. Said Osakan closed his eyes, returning the warmth and softness of Pi's kiss. Oh how much he loved mornings like that.

When they parted Ryo could only grin about Yamapi's comment and slowly shook his head. “No, I think he can sleep when we're gone.” He leaned down to the KAT-TUN member and placed thousands of kisses on the others neck, slowly wandering down to his chest. His hands caressed Jin's sides, waiting for the older man to react.

Yamapi watched his two lovers without saying a word. But even the Leader of NEWS couldn't help but grin. This was just Ryo all over. When Jin moaned silently and twisted with pleasure under the younger mans caresses, Pi finally couldn't hold back any longer. He leaned to Jin's head to kiss his hot and sweet lips. Just as he touched Jin's forehead to stroke his brown hair away, the younger man stopped suddenly and broke the kiss off. “Ryo...” Pi called for the other man, but the Osakan just kept caressing their lover. “Ryo, stop it!” Finally when he noticed the sharpness in Pi's voice, Ryo lifted his head and faced his Leader, who had laid his hand on Jin's forehead. “What?” His voice wasn't less sharp then Yamapi's, but he had all reasons when the younger man bugged in when he was all horny. “We have enough time left, so why can't we just -” “That's not it! He has a fever!” “What?!” Ryo's horniness was now all at once forgotten. He sat up in the bed and stroke about Jin's cheek. “He's really hot...”

The next second, both, Yamapi and Ryo, stood up from the bed in a hurry. While Ryo opened the curtain to let some light from the morning sun in, Pi went straight to the bathroom to got some medicine and a wet towel. When the latter returned to their bedroom, the Osakan was already sitting besides Jin and covered him carefully with the blanket. Pi sat down on the other side of the bed, forcing Jin to take the bitter medicine which brought the latter to cough. “I'm sorry Sweetheart, but you have to take it.” “He hates it when you call him like that.” “Yeah, but he can't answer back at the moment anyway and I think it's still better than Bakanishi.” Yamapi made Ryo to keep silent with his comment, but both of them knew that Pi meant no harm. It was just a stressful situation for all of them.
Meanwhile Ryo took the towel from Yamapi and laid it on the oldest' forehead. They cared so much about their lover, that they didn't look at each other when they said in unison: “I'll skip work today!”

It was late in the afternoon when Jin finally woke up. The brown haired man moaned silently as the light hit his eyes. Besides that his head felt heavy and aching. Jin tried to sit up, but something warm and heavy bared him from doing it.”What the..?” When he searched for the cause of the problem he found his two lovers, one of each side of him, sleeping. Pi was lying with his head on his belly, his hand resting on his thigh, and Ryo lied close besides him on the bed, just his arm folded around his chest.
And it was silent. Jin could hear both of them breathing and he didn't even thought about destroying this beautiful sound with his, for him at this moment, noisy voice. He closed his eyes again, enjoying the feeling of his two most-loved persons in his life besides him. Everything else was meaningless. Not a single thought was for his work and that he sure was already late, or that Yamapi and Ryo must have skipped their work in order to be with him, no... He concentrated on the warmth and love he could feel from the two smaller man and even if it was just his imagination, Jin would bet that he could hear the heartbeat of his boyfriends at this one moment. And suddenly he felt guilty that he had even thought about such a stupid thing called Loneliness.

End

 

A/N: I hope it wasn't that bad and at least a few people could enjoy it *cough*

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